February 2012
I should be bleeding right now.
I bought a rain jacket yesterday.
It’s green. I was also at Walmart. Right before I checked out, I noticed that everything in my cart was green. I had sour cream and onion Lay’s, sour cream and onion pringles, Sprite, and pistachios. It mind fucked me. But lol, nonetheless.
I'm going back to my dorm to sleep when Robert...
At least if my roommate snores, ill have headphones.
Robert's roommate
snores so loud. Fuck everything, how am I supposed to fall asleep?
DAMMMMMMMIT.
Robert: Your hair feels good.
Katie: lol
At current,
Robert and I are watching The Human Centipede. I can feel the judgement. I CAN FEEL IT.
COMING IN THE AIR TONIGHT.
HOLD ON.
KT yawns.
And sweats. And craves chips. And loves her boyfriend. And pain.
“Have you ever wanted to disappear
and join a monastery,
go out and preach...”
– 20 Dollar Nose Bleed by Fall Out Boy (via clarajmoses)
I should leave my dorm today.
I should go to Sonic, and then to Walmart. Maybe TJ Maxx. I should do anything except sit in my bed and cry. Because that’s what I did all night and day til now. I need a change of scenery.
How alphabetically pleasing.
How aesthetically pleasing.
I just had a continuation of a dream.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN
Black woman: What ca I say? You bring out the "FUCK YOU" in me.
I feel like no one takes me seriously
when I say that I shouldn’t be alone.
I have soft skin,
just ask RAHBURT.
let it be known, im really smart.
WHAT THE FUCK
why is my mom calling me? For the sixth time in a row. I AM NOT GOING TO ANSWER.
Fuck everything. Forever.
predicate man
I need to keep reminding myself
that I’m okay. and that I’m going to be okay.
I am nauseated.
and I am thirsty.
I am nauseated.
but I am happy.
I cant tell if
… i forgot what i was going to say
I like to look at it
Forreal though,
when I can handle it, blood is beautiful.
I regret this decision.
Also, I want to put on shorts. And I want to sit in the cold.
just when I thought I was strong..
I shut down. I’m making bad decisions tonight. I’m making a lot of them. I will see red. I will float away. I will be alone.
Unless robert decides im worth his time. Can’t count on that though.